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Rest My Head

by Samantha Cruzado

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Rest My Head 03:05
I was looking for places to rest my head where I could be alone could we get there by boat? the highest mountains, the rivers, the furthest islands but you kept me anchored here I'm lost and breaking down your heart beats with no sound my hips find friction and now there is no doubt breathe quick you're sinking now you can't hold on to a sound hands locked in strangers as you find familiar ground Take two and knock right out tell me you need this now wrap me up tightly and tell me I'm just too much these sheets will tear me down you can't hold on if you drown hands trapped in hearts that I have never found Notches in bedposts and skin on skin Taking one and then five, let the fun begin. I was looking for places to rest my head Where I could be alone Could I get there by boat?
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the drive is quiet but the streets are loud can you feel my heart beating over in your town do your legs shake with uncertainty does your heart brake when you're feeling the heat i've got some time left to pass by so i spend it here and i wonder why i've got these chains wrapped round my spine and they keep me here right as you walk by i swear i think i saw me in your eye tripping over things i thought i'd never find i'll watch you from the wall i'll watch you from the wall i came to stay but now i have to leave cuz my hands are shaking, do you see me? i've looked three times today, and it's not even three i've looked three times today, please tell me not to leave stuck with your head in a book much to busy just to look do you see me standing in your peripheral
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don’t say you felt it, when it hadn’t felt the same in a long time don’t say you meant it, and that it would never change for a long time don’t say you’re happy when you’re lonely and ashamed does it feel like you’re just so helpless when all you want is to escape so you hold tight and it feels right when you look me in the eye so come on, come on, tell me what you want well i’m back and forth like words we always exchange when i’m back you’re fourth feels like i’m always in your way “you’re always guilty and you never look away,” “i swear that i have changed,” “you’re always smiling and you never can relate,” “i can never feel that way,” “you have a problem and you just don’t want to say,” “can we find another way?” “you’re just so helpless when all you want is to escape,” “but i hold tight” don’t say you felt it, when it hadn’t felt the same you’re always guilty and you never look away don’t say you meant it, and that it would never change you have a problem and you just don’t want to say
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i fell in love at the bar last night the tender and the dim blue lights a sweating pitcher in my hand hazy eyes and hazy smiles can i call you when i get home cuz lately it's been kind of cold and i'm clutching sheets without not keeping warm i'm kind of naked on the cutting room floor broken bottles and broken hands can you trace the lines between the sand i've got fresher wounds than new tattoos rusty needles making proof the grass is green but my feet are loose rolling around and bleeding through does it hurt that you want me, though i never said sorry for all the fucked up shit i do didn't say what i needed to and does it feel like we're drifting locked the keys up and sifting through old memories and work photographs did you find what you need, do you think you'll come back?

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released January 6, 2018

Written, performed, and produced by Samantha Cruzado.

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My name is Samantha Lee Cruzado and I play guitar.

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